My feet hurt,
My back aches,
My neck is so tense that if I move to one side, it pops!
But, there is something particularly special about feeling tired.
When you are truly tired you feel a dreamy reality. It's as though you sense things but don't fully take them. Your head just floats down and your brain doesn't process. You're basically a computer.
When I get tired I go to one of the extremes- silliness or annoyance. If you know me, you can guess its usually the silliness that sticks. I laugh at everything because I'm so tired that I make sillyest mistakes and can't take anything too seriously.
So, that's tiredness for me. Tired now and even though I'll sleep, I'll be tired the same time tomorrow and forever. Hunger and fatigue are never ending.
What about you?
What's your experience?
Well, to finish off the night and the post, here goes "Crosses" by Jose Gonzalez.
* His sweet guitar and voice will make anyone relax (at anytime of the day or night).*
It's been way too long.
It's partly because of busyness and partly because of not writing when I'm not busy.
There's just something about writing that can't be substituted. You are taking thoughts and putting them down- paper, computer- and from that moment i'ts written. Your thoughts are not just thoughts anymore, they exist and can be understood from different perspectives. They are real.
And most importantly, they become a conversation with yourself and the reader. It's these conversations that are a fountain for knowledge.
I missed daisies! I missed writing to the 'world'. Even though there might be 6 people reading this haha It's just a special and fun way of writing a journal but without any limitations. (Blog Gratitude)
So I will re-marry Daisies and Disco Balls and vow to stay forever faithful.
Let's start the relationship with a sweet happy song by A Fine Frenzy and until the next time!
